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Wednesday, December 22, 2010

December 22, 2010

Stayed home the whole day...di ako pumasok...with the outreach program dapat...wala na akong ka gana gana pumasok sa work...wanna spend my whole day chatting online...and reviewing my book..

The funny part is...I started reviewing Book 2...and I was shock to learn...that Jake was employed in a Real Estate firm..in Pacific Star Bldg..with a salary of 35K...and that was written 2008...and guess what...that is my salary now in that real estate firm...was that a pure coincidence or what? or premonition...and in the same bldg...

I know there are only 50 readers here which is cool to me..kasi ayokong maging public itong site...at least there are people here who can give me reviews regarding my book.

That's it for now.

fox

Sunday, December 19, 2010

December 19, 2010 Christmas Posting

Well super busy with organizing our Christmas Party for my real estate firm. I am so tired already with meeting people and attending parties, drinking spree, get togethers, etc. You know there comes a time wherein nasusuka ka na!

Up to now I can't analyze myself if I'm a party animal or a loner. I seem to have acquired both personalities. But at this point, I think I am already saturated. I need some time for myself and spend time for my artistic aspect like finishing this book, and other books in progress.

About love life...I think it's NADA. I'm still with my long time companion for 13 years. Jake is still there with a new girlfriend na buntis nanaman. He really never learn in life. I guess, he really fucks without condom and that is his problem. We had a misunderstanding the last time..as usual..selos..pero di ko pa sya kina kausap ..wala akong time.

Pero alam ko, he is still willing to take me as soon as I apologize to him. Pero sa dami ng problema nya now, parang ayoko syang kausapin muna. I think I have my own problems to deal with.

Anyway, have to wake up early. Ako emcee and organizer ng christmas party namin sa Establishment sa fort bukas...wish me luck...

Merry Christmas to all ...and readers of parausan.

fox.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

December 11, 2010

Well woke up early for my work. Yup I'm working on a Saturday. If I don't sell any property by mid January, I will resign voluntarily and perhaps continue my business plans and expansion.

Lots of things are happening with me. I am meeting new people left and right. Some famous and some ordinary. But of course, we learn from everybody. Honestly, I've been thinking if this is still worth it. I'm not that young anymore. If you are young, then yes, meeting new people is okay. But when you are over 30's, it drains your energy level. Good thing, I still workout everyday or I try to. Without it, I would be lifeless by now.

About Jake, well nag away kami last saturday sa dampa. As usual nag selos dun sa babae kong kasama na boss ko naman. Na out of topic sya kasi. Di nya alam..ginawa ko din talaga yun to tell myself and compare both of them with opposite world...my boss is corporate, driven, has millions, etc...and jake is the opposite...except of course parehas silang driven..iba lang nga direction nilang 2. Btw..si Jake will be the new Viva Hot men Batch to be launch january next year..gumawa na din daw sila ng album.

Honestly, nawawalan nako ng gana sa kanya. Medyo matagal na din itong relation namin na walang kwenta or direction. We have opposite lives and yet, we are attached to each other.

It will be almost christmas and yet wala ako masyadong pera. I am not panicking about it..and I don't know why. I just wish sometimes, it will be over. Christmas is a pressure for me...if you're a kid..fine..but if you're an adult, geez..it is a nightmare.

I might spend my Christmas in Subic alone. Since most people close to me has or have their own love ones to be with.

Now let's talk about this person who has been with me almost 24/7. He is a personal trainor in my gym. Used to be a Mossimo, print, and commercial model who decided to changed his life dramatically to be domesticated due to his new found girlfriend. He is a head turner everywhere we go...young, ripped and blessed.

Let's call him Daryl. Anyway,since I have to recruit people for me, I decided to get him and pirate him from his previous employment which is a real estate firm also. From that time on, we are always together...work, gym, gimik because of sales.

At first, I told myself that I wouldn't fall for this person since love is far from my sight. My goals are for more stability. Ever since, most people are against us. My friends, people close to me, syota ko for 12 years nag selos...tapos pati girlfriend nya medyo nag seselos din sakin. He won't tell me but I know. But we are not guilty of anything. There is absolutely nothing happening between us except we enjoy each other's company. Wala kaming problema...masaya kami kahit sa work. And I always smile everytime I see him at our desk in the office..yes we share the same table since kulang ang table sa office namin.

I honestly don't know what's going to happen. But for me, it would be wrong to do it...for us to commit or me even try to signal him for cues that I'm interested. But sometimes, my actions shows it...like me treating him like a girl when we cross the street that I'm trying to protect him...opening doors for him...and him signaling that he has a right to me by always sitting in the front seat of my car. Kaya nagalit din yung isang bestfriend kong babae dahil pina upo nya sa likod ng kotse.

Let us see what's going to happen next. Right now, I'm just taking it they way it should be...just going with the flow.

Well sa story, I have to finish book 2...over delayed na talaga...and I don't even know how to end it since lots of things are happening in Thailand. It is so funny that a writer becomes employed in his own fantasy building and with a gay boss as well.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Updates

I think I should blog here more often to tell you people my new encounters in life.

I am now employed with Century City Properties..and guess what..this is where all the incident happened in my story..in Pacific Star Bldg.

Marami pa akong kwento sa inyo...and muka nga maraming similarity na ginawa ko sa story with the real owners ng pinasukan ko...kwento ko later..